Showing posts with label will grayson will grayson. Show all posts
Showing posts with label will grayson will grayson. Show all posts

Thursday, September 15, 2011

2. Will Grayson, Will Grayson

Okay, so this was my second time reading Will Grayson, Will Grayson. The first time I read it was about a month ago when I bought it. It's written by John Green and David Levithan; each wrote one character and the chapters switch back and forth between those characters' points of view. I've read books by both authors before and liked them, particularly Green's An Abundance of Katherines and Levithan's How They Met and Wide Awake. To be perfectly honest, I like Levithan's writing more. I liked Green's books, but Levithan's are the ones that I return to again and again. There's just something there that I feel Green's books lack, although I don't really know what that is.

Anyway. Will Grayson, Will Grayson. As the title suggests, the book is about two boys named Will Grayson. At first, their lives seem totally separate. Will Grayson (Levithan's character) is best friends with Tiny Cooper, who is "the world's largest person who is really, really gay." Then, you've got will grayson (written by Green)*. One night, Will Grayson goes into Chicago with Tiny to use his fake ID for the first time. That same night, will grayson goes to Chicago to finally meet a boy he's been talking to online for months. Their paths collide and will ends up spending the night wandering around Chicago with Tiny. Throughout the book, Tiny is writing and staging a musical about his life and how he grew up gay. The musical, entitled Tiny Dancer, is a source of contention between Tiny and Will, who is uncomfortable with how he is portrayed in the musical. In the end, Will Grayson comes to terms with the fact that he is a crucial part of Tiny's life and therefore must be in the musical; in addition, Tiny realizes that the musical will not be successful if it's solely about him and, as a result, he does some rewrites to make it about love. In the end, the musical is put on. Tiny and Will get into a fight, and so does Tiny and will. In the end, though, the relationships are healed and will grayson has a friend help him show Tiny just how much he is loved.

This book is about relationships. It's about Tiny Cooper falling in love with will grayson and about Will Grayson coming to terms with his friendship with Tiny. But the relationship I found most poignant was that of will grayson and his mother. Early on in the book, it seems like will is the typical teenage character who dislikes his parents - as the book continues, I slowly began to realize how much will and his mother care for each other, as messed up as both of their emotions are. The scene where will comes out to his mother is touching, but I think there was a more touching scene - toward the end of the book, will desperately needs to talk to someone. He calls his mom and there's just this sense of desperation. I don't really know how to explain it. It was just a touching scene.

Other aspects of the book that I enjoyed were the lyrics for Tiny's songs. The ones provided were very funny and I found myself wishing that it was a real musical. Just like in Dessen's Along for the Ride, I also enjoyed the multitude of quotable quotes. And finally I just have to say this: I. Freaking love. Tiny Cooper. What a fabulous character. He's just so confident and fabulous and caring and yet... he has flaws. He knows that he has flaws. At the end, he finally pours out his fears to will grayson. I love Tiny as a character.

I thoroughly enjoyed this book. It's a fun read and easy, although its simplicity is deceiving. On the surface, it's just about two boys with the same name. But underneath, it's about so much more. Both authors are very very good at writing for teens and their voices show through in this book.



* As Green says, will is a "lowercase person." As such, all chapters told from will's point of view are totally lowercased.

Falling

tiny: ... because everyone thinks it should be possible to just keep falling and falling forever, to feel the rush of the air on your face as you fall, that air pulling your face into a brilliant goddamned smile. and that should be possible. you should be able to fall forever.

and i think: no.

seriously. no.

because i have spent my life falling. not the kind that tiny's talking about. he's talking about love. i'm talking about life. in my kind of falling, there's no landing. there's only hitting the ground. hard. dead, or wanting to be dead, so the whole time you're falling, it's the worst feeling in the world because you have no control over it. because you don't know how it ends.

i don't want to fall. all i want to do is stand on solid ground.

and the weird thing is, i feel like i'm doing that now. because i am trying to do something good. in the same way that tiny is trying to do something good.

Doors

I'm waiting for him. To come out and apologize. Or else to come out and yell at me... I'm waiting for those dark wood double doors to open and for Tiny to blow through them and start talking.
I know it's immature, but I don't care. Sometimes you need your best friend to walk through the doors. And then, he doesn't.

Monday, September 12, 2011

Superstitions; love and truth

[original will grayson]: i know it sucks, but in a way, it's good.

this is about as inspirational as a movie of hitler making out with his girlfriend and having a good time. it runs afoul of what i call the birdshit rule. you know, how people say it's good luck if a bird shits on you? and people believe it! i just want to grab them and say, 'dude, don't you realize this whole superstition was made up because no one could think of anything else good to say to a person who'd just been shit upon?' and people do that all the time - and not with something as temporary as birdshit, either. you lost your job? great opportunity! failed at life? there's only one way to go - up! dumped by a boyfriend who never existed? i know it sucks, but in a way, it's good!

i'm about to strip o.w.g. of his right to be a will grayson, but then he goes on.

o.w.g.: love and truth being tied together, i mean. they make each other possible, you know?

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Good-bye

i do not say 'good-bye.' i believe that's one of the bullshittiest words ever invented. it's not like you're given the choice to say 'bad-bye' or 'awful-bye' or 'couldn't-care-less-about-you-bye.' every time you leave, it's supposed to be a good one. well, i don't believe in that. i believe against that.