Look-ee-loo

[Context: There is a flood. Cal (the narrator), has just seen many objects floating past her second-story window.]

"Not much we can do, I guess," [Abe] says, running a hand across his bare head. "The wall seems to be keeping the water out of here. At least for now." Someone shouts into a bullhorn, but it's too far away to hear the words. "Want to go look-ee-loo with me?"

"Want to what?" I ask, staring at him.

"You know, what to go up the street and stand around and say things like 'So, what's the situation?' and 'What are y'all doin'?'"

"Well, yeah," I say. "I'm sure they love that."

Fireworks

"I watched as he bent over the last one, my firework, and I fought the urge to tell him not to, to just leave it. I held my breath as he touched the glowing ember to the fuse and watched as the flame slowly crawled up the length of it and into the body of the firework. With a flash of light it launched into the sky, whizzing overhead in front of the moon and out over the lake. I heard the pop of the containment tube bursting from the pressure of the flame. I watched as one by one fountains of colors burst from the tube, first red, then white, then green, before the tube began to fall back to earth, gaining speed as gravity pulled at it. It disappeared behind the trees, making me lose sight of it, but I swear I felt its impact throughout my body as it hit the ground."

The Moon

"The moon is always falling toward us. It falls, gets caught in its orbit, falls, gets caught, falls, caught, all the time, constantly."

"Sounds like what people do."

3. Confessions of a First Daughter

Okay, so I finished reading Confessions of a First Daughter by Cassidy Calloway over the weekend, but haven't had time to write about it until today. I got this book about two years ago, I think. It was on sale and looked interesting. I'm definitely not the target audience, though - even when I first bought the book, I was probably pushing it. It's a more middle-grade read.

The book is about a girl named Morgan who is the daughter of the youngest and female president of the US. It's about how she deals with being in the public eye, having a boyfriend who pushes her boundaries, and her budding feelings for her Secret Service Agent. My main problem with this book is that even though Morgan is eighteen, I feel like she's more of a tween-type character. Her only age-appropriate problem is her boyfriend pressuring her to have sex. In addition, her voice throughout the book seems much younger than eighteen. Morgan and her mom look very similar and when her mom, the president, needs to get away to deal with some African politics, Morgan stands in for her. It's a cute premise, if totally unrealistic. My favorite character in the book is probably Hannah, Morgan's best friend. She just seems very fun and a much more relatable and realistic character than Morgan herself.

The book is a quick read. Like I said, I'm not the target audience, and I think that made me read through it faster. I liked that it featured the presidency and the White House - I'm kind of drawn to that type of book.

All in all, I'd give it a 3/5.

(Also, I really like the shoes on the cover. I don't think I could pull them off, but still.)

Buy this book at Amazon  ***** Visit Cassidy Calloway's website

2. Will Grayson, Will Grayson

Okay, so this was my second time reading Will Grayson, Will Grayson. The first time I read it was about a month ago when I bought it. It's written by John Green and David Levithan; each wrote one character and the chapters switch back and forth between those characters' points of view. I've read books by both authors before and liked them, particularly Green's An Abundance of Katherines and Levithan's How They Met and Wide Awake. To be perfectly honest, I like Levithan's writing more. I liked Green's books, but Levithan's are the ones that I return to again and again. There's just something there that I feel Green's books lack, although I don't really know what that is.

Anyway. Will Grayson, Will Grayson. As the title suggests, the book is about two boys named Will Grayson. At first, their lives seem totally separate. Will Grayson (Levithan's character) is best friends with Tiny Cooper, who is "the world's largest person who is really, really gay." Then, you've got will grayson (written by Green)*. One night, Will Grayson goes into Chicago with Tiny to use his fake ID for the first time. That same night, will grayson goes to Chicago to finally meet a boy he's been talking to online for months. Their paths collide and will ends up spending the night wandering around Chicago with Tiny. Throughout the book, Tiny is writing and staging a musical about his life and how he grew up gay. The musical, entitled Tiny Dancer, is a source of contention between Tiny and Will, who is uncomfortable with how he is portrayed in the musical. In the end, Will Grayson comes to terms with the fact that he is a crucial part of Tiny's life and therefore must be in the musical; in addition, Tiny realizes that the musical will not be successful if it's solely about him and, as a result, he does some rewrites to make it about love. In the end, the musical is put on. Tiny and Will get into a fight, and so does Tiny and will. In the end, though, the relationships are healed and will grayson has a friend help him show Tiny just how much he is loved.

This book is about relationships. It's about Tiny Cooper falling in love with will grayson and about Will Grayson coming to terms with his friendship with Tiny. But the relationship I found most poignant was that of will grayson and his mother. Early on in the book, it seems like will is the typical teenage character who dislikes his parents - as the book continues, I slowly began to realize how much will and his mother care for each other, as messed up as both of their emotions are. The scene where will comes out to his mother is touching, but I think there was a more touching scene - toward the end of the book, will desperately needs to talk to someone. He calls his mom and there's just this sense of desperation. I don't really know how to explain it. It was just a touching scene.

Other aspects of the book that I enjoyed were the lyrics for Tiny's songs. The ones provided were very funny and I found myself wishing that it was a real musical. Just like in Dessen's Along for the Ride, I also enjoyed the multitude of quotable quotes. And finally I just have to say this: I. Freaking love. Tiny Cooper. What a fabulous character. He's just so confident and fabulous and caring and yet... he has flaws. He knows that he has flaws. At the end, he finally pours out his fears to will grayson. I love Tiny as a character.

I thoroughly enjoyed this book. It's a fun read and easy, although its simplicity is deceiving. On the surface, it's just about two boys with the same name. But underneath, it's about so much more. Both authors are very very good at writing for teens and their voices show through in this book.

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* As Green says, will is a "lowercase person." As such, all chapters told from will's point of view are totally lowercased.

Falling

tiny: ... because everyone thinks it should be possible to just keep falling and falling forever, to feel the rush of the air on your face as you fall, that air pulling your face into a brilliant goddamned smile. and that should be possible. you should be able to fall forever.

and i think: no.

seriously. no.

because i have spent my life falling. not the kind that tiny's talking about. he's talking about love. i'm talking about life. in my kind of falling, there's no landing. there's only hitting the ground. hard. dead, or wanting to be dead, so the whole time you're falling, it's the worst feeling in the world because you have no control over it. because you don't know how it ends.

i don't want to fall. all i want to do is stand on solid ground.

and the weird thing is, i feel like i'm doing that now. because i am trying to do something good. in the same way that tiny is trying to do something good.

Doors

I'm waiting for him. To come out and apologize. Or else to come out and yell at me... I'm waiting for those dark wood double doors to open and for Tiny to blow through them and start talking.

I know it's immature, but I don't care. Sometimes you need your best friend to walk through the doors. And then, he doesn't.

Superstitions; love and truth

[original will grayson]: i know it sucks, but in a way, it's good.

this is about as inspirational as a movie of hitler making out with his girlfriend and having a good time. it runs afoul of what i call the birdshit rule. you know, how people say it's good luck if a bird shits on you? and people believe it! i just want to grab them and say, 'dude, don't you realize this whole superstition was made up because no one could think of anything else good to say to a person who'd just been shit upon?' and people do that all the time - and not with something as temporary as birdshit, either. you lost your job? great opportunity! failed at life? there's only one way to go - up! dumped by a boyfriend who never existed? i know it sucks, but in a way, it's good!

i'm about to strip o.w.g. of his right to be a will grayson, but then he goes on.

o.w.g.: love and truth being tied together, i mean. they make each other possible, you know?

Good-bye

i do not say 'good-bye.' i believe that's one of the bullshittiest words ever invented. it's not like you're given the choice to say 'bad-bye' or 'awful-bye' or 'couldn't-care-less-about-you-bye.' every time you leave, it's supposed to be a good one. well, i don't believe in that. i believe against that.

1. Along for the Ride, by Sarah Dessen

So let's be clear on this. This is most definitely not the first time I've read Along for the Ride. It is, in fact, one of my favorite books by Sarah Dessen. It's got that mysterious male love interest, lots of quotable passages, and a girl riding a bike in a prom dress. There's a beach setting, a baby, and a trouble father/daughter relationship. Not to mention that it's set in Colby, a beach town in DessenWorld, and has several references to Dessen's other books.

The basic gist of the story is that Auden, the protagonist, is spending her last summer before college with her dad, 26-year-old stepmother, and half-sister. Auden's mother is a very respected professor at the university and a very judgmental feminist. She is the foil to Heidi, Auden's stepmother. There is a memorable scene about halfway through the book where Auden's mother shows up in Heidi's store where Auden is working and is disdainful of the abundance of pink, bikinis, perfume, makeup, etc. It is the moment in the story where Auden (finally!) realizes the differences between herself and her mother. Another key figure is Eli, Auden's love interest. Both insomniacs, Eli and Auden begin spending their nights together on a quest to give Auden childhood experiences she missed out on. Eli is mysterious; he pops up a couple times before Auden even knows who he is and there is none of that nonsense of the reader knowing more about him than Auden does. In typical Dessen fashion, there is a fallout between them and then a happy reunion.

Like all of Dessen's books, I loved the references to her other books. Two of Auden's close friends are characters from Keeping the Moon; the restaurant Auden goes to with her dad is where the main character from Keeping the Moon works. The necklaces from Lock and Key pop up; Heidi and Thisbie, her daughter, first showed up in What Happened to Goodbye. I love finding these references. I love how Dessen has created this whole world where all the characters are sort of connected through a Six Degrees of Separation-type thing. It's fun. I liked Dessen's characters. Even though she and I have no particular similarities, I found myself relating to Auden. I understood some of her problems, could even see myself in some of the same situations. Auden's friends, Isabel and Maggie and Leah and Adam, were very realistic. I have friends who are Adams, friends who are Maggie; I know people who are Isabels and people who are Leahs. Auden's brother, Hollis, was one of my favorite characters. Although he's not present for a lot of the book, I liked his interactions with Auden; he clearly loves her and they are good friends - similar to my relationship with my older brother.

I didn't have any major problems with this book. A lot of people often grow tired of Dessen's formula for her books, but I didn't find that a problem in this book. I liked it as a nice summer read. One thing I disliked was the choppy transitions from present-time to a flashback. At some points, I had to flip back and reread a page to figure out what train of thought led Auden to a flashback.

All in all? A 5/5.

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Company

"Auden?"

I jumped, then turned my head to see Maggie standing beside me. Her hair was blowing in the breeze, her bag over her shoulder. Behind her, the boardwalk was a row of lights, one right after the other.

"You okay?" she said. When I didn't respond, she added, "You seemed kind of sad when you left."

I had a flash of my mother, the dismissive way she'd looked at Maggie, the bikini bottoms, the Booty Berry [perfume], and then me, all of grouped in the category of Not to Her Liking. But it was vast, that place I'd struggled to avoid for so long, as wide and long as the beach where we were right then. And now that I finally found myself squarely in it, I realized I was kind of glad to have company.

"No," I said to her. "I don't think I am, actually."

I don't know what I expected her to do or say to this. It was all new to me, from that second on. But clearly, she'd been there before. It was obvious in the easy way she shrugged off her bag, letting it fall with a thump onto the sand, before sitting down beside me. She didn't pull me close for a big bonding hug, or offer up some saccharine words of comfort, both of which would have sent me running for sure. Instead, she gave me nothing but her company, realizing even before I did that this was, in fact, just what I needed.

The Best of Times

"Because you don't want The Best of Times to be just one thing, forever. You have to have lots of bests of times, each one topping the last."

Okay, so what is this?

We've all heard of the 50-book challenge: Set a goal to read a set number of books in one year. All you do is read those books and keep a running list. If you still don't understand, go here.

Tonight, I clicked on a link from the Bookfessions tumblr page that took me to the above page. And I thought to myself, "hmm, I really would like to do this." Back in seventh grade, I had done this. I recorded the title and author of every book I read for a full year. But I haven't done it since then. And looking at people's lists on that link above, it made me really want to do this challenge. I knew I'd lose interest by the time the New Year rolls around. I also knew that starting now and going until September 2012 would annoy my OCD tendencies. (Not to mention, that I'd probably read half of the books or more over the summer!)

SO. Here's what I'm doing. I'm reading ninety books in nine months. September to June. That's my school year. That's an average of ten books a month. I'm a senior in high school, so things like college applications and homework will get in the way. That's okay, though. I'm pledging to read ninety books in nine months. That means I can read any number of books in any given month. I'm going to short review of the book when I finish and during the course of the reading, I'll probably also post quotes or other fun stuff.

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